Friends Forever !!!

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone with me
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels
As we go on we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever
So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us around?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

YOU

You did it again
You did hurt my heart
I don't know how many times
Oh you... I don't know what to say
You've made me so desperately in love
And now you let me down
You said you'd never lie again
You said this time would be so right
But then I found you were lying there by her side
Ooh you... You turn my whole life so blue
Drowning me so deep, I just can reach myself again
Ooh you... Successfully tore my heart
Now it's only pieces
Oh nothing left but pieces of you
Oohh oh baby
Ooh you frustated me with this love
I've been trying to understand
You know I'm trying I'm trying
Oh you... I don't know what to say
You've made me so desperately in love
And now you let me down
You said you'd never lie again
You said this time would be so right
But then I found you were lying there by her side
Ooh you... You turn my whole life so blue
Drowning me so deep, I just can reach myself again
Ooh you... Successfully tore my heart
Now it's only pieces
Oh nothing left but pieces of you
Ooh you... You turn my whole life so blue
Drowning me so deep, I just can reach myself again
Ooh you... Successfully tore my heart
Now it's only pieces
Oh nothing left but pieces of you

(by: ten2five)

The Back Of My Hands And Brushes Againts

  알고 있니 우리 함께 걸을 때

Do you know this? When we walk together

자꾸 손등이 스쳐 지난다

The backs of our hands keep brushing

닿았다 다시 멀어진다

They touch and they part

그 짧은 시간에도 난 너를 너무나 그리워한다

And in that short time of parting, I miss you so much

내 여자 친구가 되어줄래 라고 말했어

I asked if you would be my girlfriend

다신 널 못 볼까봐 망설이며 말했던 겁나는 나의 고백

Because I was afraid I would lose you, I hesitated and confessed with fear

그 누구도 나만큼 사랑할 순 없을거야

No one could love you as much as I do

엇갈리는 네 손 잡고 걸어가고 싶어

Your hand that keeps going out of sync with mine, I want to hold it and walk with you

우연일까 아니면 너도 나 처럼 다시 한번 스치길 바랄까

Is it and accident? Or do you want our hands to touch too?

닿았다 다시 멀어진다 흔들리는 내 손이 너에게 다시 가까워져간다

They touch and then they part, My trembling hand is going near yours again

내 여자 친구가 되어줄래 라고 말했어

I asked if you would be my girlfriend

다신 널 못 볼까봐 망설이며 말했던 겁나는 나의 고백

Because I was afraid I would lose you, I hesitated and confessed with fear

그 누구도 나만큼 사랑할 순 없을거야

No one could love you as much as I do

엇갈리는 네 손 잡고 걸어가고 싶어

Your hand that keeps going out of sync with mine, I want to hold it and walk with you

변해가는 시간이 매순간 더 짧게 느껴져

The changing times feel shorter every moment

이제는 너를 보내기가 힘든데

Now it will be hard for me to let you go

내 맘은 애틋한데 곧 터터질 것 같애

My heart is so longing for yours, It's about to explode

생각없이 그저 망설이던 너와 스치던 손을 붙잡았어

So without thinking, I just held your hand and that kept brushing against mine

우리는 말없이 바라봤고 손을 잡은 채로 길을 걸었고

We looked each other without saying anything and hand-in-hand we walked along the street

매번 걷던 길이 왜 이리 낯선지 심장박동소리

I walk on this street all the time but why does it feel so strange right now?

따라가기만 바쁘고 맘이 빛바래지기 전에 맘을 전해

I'm trying to follow the sound of my pounding heart and before my heart fades away, I will tell you

용기내어 말해볼께 be my girl now

I will take the courage and tell you be my girl now

내 여자 친구가 되어줄래 라고 말했어

I asked if you would be my girlfriend

다신 널 못 볼까봐 망설이며 말했던 겁나는 나의 고백

Because I was afraid I would lose you, I hesitated and confessed with fear

그 누구도 나만큼 사랑할 순 없을거야

No one could love you as much as I do

엇갈리는 네 손 잡고 걸어가고 싶어

Your hand that keeps going out of sync with mine, I want to hold it and walk with you

니가 손을 놓기 전에 수줍은 나의 고백

Before you let go off my hand I tell you my shy confession

이젠 내게로 come back 나를 꽉 채워줄래

Now come back to me please fill me up

이 손을 놓기 전에 망설여졌던 고백

Before I let go off this hand I hesitated my confession

이젠 너는 내 곁에 있어줘 how about that

But now, I ask you to stay by my side how about that

그 누구도 나만큼 사랑할 순 없을거야

No one could love you as much as I do

엇갈리는 네 손 잡고 걸어가고 싶어

Your hand that keeps going out of sync with mine, I want to hold it and walk with you

(by: 틴탑)

I'm Back

Annyeong chingudeul,

Aduuuhhh, udah lama banget gak nulis-nulis diblog, maklum semenjak jadi anak dc (dance cover) jadi jarang punya jadwal kosong hahahahaaa. Hmmm.. hari ini mau ngebahas apaan ya??. Sedikit nge-flashback aja deh kenapa sekarang gue jadi suka banget sama korea. 

Awalnya gak sengaja kenal korea di tahun 2011 gegara lagi nginep dirumah temen dia pasang tv kabel. Nah, pas siang-siang ada acara musik kpop gitu, waktu itu inget banget lagu yang diputer itu "Mr.Simple-nya Super Junior", pas didenger kok lagunya kayak enak banget gitu. Nah, dari situ nyoba buat ngulik tentang kpop deh.

Pas banget lagi suka sama Super Junior, pas banget ada acara Music Bank di Jakarta. Kalo gak salah artis yang dateng waktu itu Super Junior, Infinite, SHINee, Teen Top, Sistar sama siapa lagi gitu gue lupa. Waktu itu gue bener-bener gak tau artis kpop itu siapa aja, yang gue tau cuma Super Junior doang hahahahahaha. Nah, dari situlah gue mulai mengenal artis-artis kpop deh :D.

Ternyata 1st love kpop gue bukan di Super Junior, tapi di Teen Top, kenapa?! Iyaaaa cinta pertama gue sama kpop itu karna "Miss Right-nya Teen Top" hahahahahahaa lagunya yang bikin moodbooster banget itulah yang bikin hati gue sampe sekarang gak bisa lepas dari boygrup yang satu itu. Udah gitu gue juga langsung sekaligus suka sama lagu-lagu Teen Top terutama "To You" dan "The Back Of My Hands and Brushes Againts". Lagu itulah yang akhirnya ngedeketin gue sama salah satu membernya L.Joe <3. 

Dari Teen Top gue mulai nguasain segala jenis lagu korea, dari yang bergenre pop sampe hip hop dan gue juga mulai suka pelajarin bahasa korea sampe sekarang. Nah.. nah.. nah sekarang saking sukanya ngulik hal-hal yang berbau kpop jadi banyak tau deh sama boygrup-boygrup kpop apa aja, dan mulai nge-biasin mereka satu persatu.

Saking banyaknya nih boygrup kpop yang muncul gue juga jadi bingung grup mana yang gue favoritin banget. Overall sih 90% gue emang udah cinta banget sama lagu kpop. Banyak boygrup yang gue favoritin sekarang. Yang favorit banget sih ada lah 10-an boygrup.

Kalo gue disuruh bikin chart Top 10 artis favorit gue bakal pilih:

1. Teen Top

2. BTS

3. Boyfriend

4. EXO

5. SHINee

6. CNBLUE

7. GOT7

8. Super Junior

9. Infinite

10. MBLAQ

Susah sih emang buat yang udah bener-bener suka sama kpop buat milih grup paling favorit, apalagi biasnya, bisa nyerah deh. 2PM sama 2AM gue juga suka banget, yaahh intinya gue sekarang jadi anak kpoperslah hahahahahhaaaaa ><". 

Nah, kayaknya segini dulu deh ceritanya chingu. Next gue mau cerita kenapa gue bisa jadi anak dc hehehehehehehee, curhat ceritanya nih. Okelah tetap semangat yaa^^)9.

Miracles In December

Long time no see Chingudeul. Hwanyeol 12-wol!!!!!

보이지 않는 널 찾으려고 애쓰다

들리지 않는 널 들으려 애쓰다
보이지 않던데 보이고 들리지 않던게 들려
너 나를 떠난 뒤로 내겐 없던 힘이 생겼어
**늘 니밖에 몰랐었던 이기적인 내가
네 마음도 몰라줬던 무시함 내가
이렇게 달라졌다는게 나조차 믿기지 않아
네 사랑은 이렇게 계속 날 움직여
난 생각만하면 세상을 너로 채울 수 있어
눈송이하나가 네 눈물 한 방울이니까
단 한 가지 못하는 것은 널 내게로 오게 하는 일
이 초라한 초능력 이젠 없었으면 좋겠어
**늘 니밖에 몰랐었던 이기적인 내가
네 마음도 몰라줬던 무시함 내가
이렇게 달라졌다는게 나조차 믿기지 않아
네 사랑은 이렇게 계속 날 움직여
시간을 멈춰 네게 돌아가
추억의 책은 너의 체이지를 열어
난 그 안에 있어 너와 함께 있는 걸
아주 조금맣고 약한 사람이 너의 사랑이
이렇게 모든걸 내 삶을 모두
바꾼걸 세상을 모두
사랑이 고마운 줄 몰랐었던 내가
끝나면 그만인 줄 알았던 내가
너 원했던 그 모습 그대로 날마다 나를 고쳐가
내 사랑은 끝없이 계속 뜰 것 같아
시간을 멈춰 이제 난 너네 돌아가 네게 돌아가
추억의 책은 오늘도 너의 페이지를 열어 난 그안에 있어
그 겨울에 와 있는걸
보이지 않는 널 찾으려고 애쓰다
들리지않는 널 들으려 애쓰다

Annyeong, daeum peiji-leul chamjohasibsheo Chingu :)

(by: 엑소) 

Putri Dalam Cermin

Dalam bayang sendu kau ku sapa
Wahai putri dalam cerminku
Temani diriku terluka...
Dalam bayang semu kau kupinta
Hapuskan sedihku, pancarkanlah senyummu
Buatlah diriku tertawa
 

Bawa daku bersamamu
Gapai bintang-bintang
Sinari sepiku
Wahai putriku dalam cerminan
Hiburkan hatiku
Walau dalam lamunan

 (by: sherina)

Dear My Lovely "Nenek Tiomina"

Ass, nek.., saat aku menulis tulisan ini aku tau nenek udah ada di tempat yang paling indah. Aku kangen sama nenek. Entah kenapa nenek selalu ada di pikiran aku saat2 ini. Mungkin karena perasaan aku emang lagi gelisah. Taukah nek, saat pertama kali aku kenal nenek, bahagia banget rasanya. Pertemuan pertama kita momennya emang kurang tepat, kita ketemu di saat nenek lagi sakit. Tapi, aku seneng banget saat nenek menyapa ku dengan senyuman ramah, mencubit pipiku, sambil bilang : “ini calonnya panji yaa?”, waah..bukan main senang rasanya. Saat itu aku lihat nenek tampak segar, ceria, dan tak henti2nya banyak bicara, aku berpikir kau semangat sekali, dan saat itu juga aku berharap kau akan kembali cepat pulih dan cepat kembali pulang ke rumah.

Dihari kedua aku ngeliat nenek, kau sangat memprihatinkan, aku berpikir, kenapa? Kenapa jadi malah tambah parah? Padahal kemarin kau tampak sangat sehat sekali. Aku sedih sangat amat sedih, apalagi kau bertambah sakit disaat hubungan aku sama panji lagi ga baik juga. Apa yang harus aku lakuin?? Pikiranku terus bercabang.

Malam yang amat sangat dingin memaksaku untuk ga bisa nahan lagi tentang masalahku sama panji, ini harus aku selesain. Bergegas aku kerumah sakit untuk nemuin cucu yang paling nenek sayangin itu, tapi, dia ternyata ga ada. Yang aku liat cuma nenek yang lagi tidur ditemani suster. Kuputuskan untuk melupakan semua masalahku dan tetap di rumah sakit untuk menjagamu.  Aku ngerasa sangat amat tertekan dan pedih ngeliat nenek terus merintih2 menahan sakit. Nek, entah aku ga tau lagi apa yang harus aku lakuin sekarang? Terlebih panji emang lagi ga ada disini. Ku suruh suster untuk nelpon panji biar dia lekas datang kerumah sakit dan menjagamu nek. Dan beberapa jam kemudian dia pun datang.

Masalahku ku lupakan sejenak demi nenek yang udah sangat lemah, ku bantu dengan sholat dan doa memohon supaya kau diberi kekuatan dan kesembuhan. Sesekali kau tertidur sejenak sambil memegang tanganku, sesekali pun pernah ku lepaskan tanganku dari genggamanmu,  tapi, kau makin erat tak melepaskan tanganku. Nek, andai aja kau sehat seperti kemarin, aku pasti ceritakan tentang apa yang terjadi sekarang. Tapi setelah ku lihat nenek dengan kondisi seperti itu, aku berpikir kalo kita lagi sama2 berjuang, kau melawan penyakitmu dan aku melawan perasaan sakitku.

Setelah beberapa minggu aku mengabaikan semua masalahku, dan ku terus gantung sampai ada waktu yang tepat buat aku omongin, sekarang, tibalah saatnya ku utarakan semua apa yang aku rasain dengan cucumu. Semoga inilah saatnya. Tapi, apa yang terjadi?? Ku buka sebuah social media yang seringkali ku pakai untuk komunikasi dengan teman2ku itu, dan terbaca salah satu update-an status dari salah satu teman cucumu bahwa kalo kau udah tiada. Ya.. Allah nek, ga ku sangka malam kemarin adalah malam terakhirku ketemu sama nenek, tanpa sadar airmata pun membasahi pipiku. Nenek, entah apa yang terjadi saat ini? Ku dengar kabar terakhir tentangmu, kalo kau udah keluar dari rumah sakit dan udah kembali ke rumah. Lega rasanya bisa dengar kabar baik itu, Setidaknnya aku berpikir nenek benar2 akan kembali membaik dan akupun nantinya bisa ngobrol lebih banyak sama nenek. Tapi, takdir berkata lain, kau meninggalkan aku, dengan segala cerita yang ingin aku sampaikan ke nenek, padahal aku masih mau ketemu nenek, nemenin  nenek, sampai nenek kembali semangat kaya pertama kali kita ketemu. Tapi, inilah kenyataannya, nenek telah pergi untuk selamanya.

Kuputuskan untuk melupakan semua kenangan yang udah aku jalanin sama cucumu nek, Ga akan aku bahas lagi. Kali ini aku yang akan terus mengingatmu dan mengenangmu seterusnya. Dan akupun berharap setiap malam bisa bertemu denganmu meskipun cuma lewat mimpi, setidaknya didalam mimpi itu ku bisa ceritakan semuanya nek. Maafin aku nek, karna aku pun  tidak bisa terus bersama cucu tersayangmu. Nenek Tiomina, aku sayang banget sama nenek. Aku yakin kalo nenek pasti tau apa yang ada di perasaan ku sekarang. Dan aku pun juga yakin nenek selalu melihatku dari tempat terindah disana.